The day before my birthday.. La lang, just to get something to greet me ehehehe..

Anyways, I admit I was never really braved, I don't know what kind of magic that made MJ Chua, and Camille Aspillaga(arrgh forget here last name) that at least I shared a portion of their lives with them, met their friends, go out, hang out, and of course "watch the stars" and wish that we'll be together, forever.. Believe it or not, they were even considered diety, MJ from Domican College during our college years, had suitors, big time, one even has a yellow car that remind her of Annie's car in Shaider, while Camille from La Salle Dasma(Ka-Alma Mater ko) on the other hand was courted by guys who already earns big money, and both of them were courted by an army of "prince charming" and yet I pulled off what many said the shocker, I became their you know, boyfriend.. Luck maybe, maybe my ability to sweep them of their feet is far superior than my rivals or was it something else, I don't know.. I just can't find the formula anymore.. Well it worked with Christine but she's a different story..

Lets call her Eva Braun, a girl I met at the office(if you read Capture the Dream then you know part of the story already) well she has a boyfriend now, and yet theres this guy who has a girlfriend snooping around, and I have a feeling they even go home together and I don't know, maybe I've gone paranoid because I choose to watch her go back to her ex Adolf Hitler yet this guy Claus von Stauffenberg keeps approaching her for I don't know, eventhough she's around with his closest guy friend in the office who will call Ludwig Beck.. I don't know what Stauffenberg's point is but I smell something fishy but whatever, if she's happy with someone trying to sweep her away from Adolf Hitler then fine, because only an idiot would try to take Eva from Adolf, Eva is way way inlove with Adolf, or Am I just trying to convince myself that its an idiotic thing to do, that its impossible, because he's doing what I cannot do, and yeah we rode the Calamba bus and both of them were not on the bus..

I admit she's the only woman that stunned me, she was the one who made me realize that theres life after I don't know, after all the tragedies I've been through.. Yet I dont know to pull the trigger, a friend of mine told me, what if its worth crossing the line that I drew when I knew she currently has a boyfriend, what if she feels the same way just like Klaubette has been telling me, that she too likes me.. I may never now.. Damn, why do I have to feel this way..

Either way whatever makes her happy, and hope she stays happy!!!

Till next time..